Everlasting love..

One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office.Apparently, they are there to file a divorce.

Lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story....This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over yrs of marriage nothing ever seems to go right.
They hang on because of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce....

Lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 yrs of marriage at the age of 70, he couldnt understand why the old couple would still want a divorce..
While they were signing the papers, the wife told the husband.."I really love u, but i really cant carry on anymore, I'm sorry..""Its o.k, i understand.." said the husband. Lookin at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them,wife thought, why not, since they are still gonna be friends..

At the dining table, there was a silence of awkardness.The first dish was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the old lady.."take this, its your favourite.."
Looking at this, the lawyer thought maybe theres still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she answer.."This is always the problem, you always think so highly of yourself, never thought about how I feel, dont you know that i hate drumsticks?"

Little did she know that, over the years, the husband have been trying all ways to please her, little did she know that drumsticks was the husband's favourite. Little did he know that she never thought he understand her at all, little did he know that she hates drummsticks even though all he wants is the best for her.

That night, both of them couldnt sleep, toss and turn, toss and turn...after hours, the old man couldnt take it anymore, he knows that he still loves her, and he cant carry on life without her, he wants her back, he wants to tell her, he is sorry, he wanted to tell her "i love you"...
He picks up the phone, starting dialing her number....ringing never stops..he never stop dialing....
On the other side, she was sad, she couldn’t understand how come after all these years, he still doesnt understand her at all, she loves him a lot, but she just cant take it anymore....phone's ringing, she refuses to answer knowing that its him..."whats the point of talking now that its over...i have ask for it and now i wanna keep it this way, if not i will lose face.."she thought...still ringing...she have decided to pull out the cord...

Little did she remember, he have heart problems...

The next day, she received news that he had passed away...she rushed down to his apartment, saw his body, lying on the couch still holding on to the phone...he had a heart attack when he was still trying to get through her phone line....

As sad as she could be...she will have to clear his belongings...when she was looking thru the drawers, she saw this insurance policy, dated from the day they got married, with the beneficiary being her... And together in those file, there was this note...

"To my dearest wife, by the time you're reading this, I'm sure I'm no longer around, I bought this policy for you, though the amount is only $100k, I hope it will be able to help me continue my promise that i have made when we got married, I might not be around anymore, I want this amount of money to continue taking care of you, just like the way I will if I could have live longer. I want you to know Iwill always be around, by your side... I love you"
Tears flowed like river......

"When you love someone, let them know... You never know what will happen the next minute.... Learn to build a life together.. Learn to love each other. For who they are.. not what they are..."

Last day at TechnoDex

wow without realising i have completed my internship...3 months at TechnoDex.. its rely fast. altho i feel happy that im going to meet my frens in a week at the same time i feel sad to leave the company. TechnoDex is my first company and first working experience related to my studies. 3 months i was doing testing.. oni testing.. now im out of that.. haha.. thanks to TechnoDex , now im expert in testing.. haha..

ma last day at office.. nothing special.. test the same shit again n again.. but for 1st time in this 3 months i had a great lunch with my coullegues.. the food was good .. we talked, shared and laughed alot.. y all this oni happen on my last day.. but its ok.. i appreciated what i got n went thru this 3 months.. althou it was bored but i still learn alot and they have been very nice to me..

thanks to my project manager ms. yean nee, her assistant ms. vicki and our system developer ms. sherene..
gonna miss u guys..

bye bye TechnoDex..

Terrible day...

i were suppose to be at sunway lagoon at this time.. what m i doing here.. shit everything ruin juz like that.. all the while i was perfectly fine, y i shud fall sick today. everythings was perfect yest night. after helping kana na type quotations, i went to sleep and morning arasan called and ask me to open the door.i walk down the stairs and went to the door.. i remember i said hi to him, after tat i feel dizzy and my whole body sweating. i cant stand in one place i start walking but i dun know where im walking to.. my head got hitted at wall, and that the point arasan run towards me to hold me.. i can hear he calling my name but i cant respond back..he pulled me against the wall n ask me to stand there while he go n get some paper to fan me. the last thing i remembered was standing against the wall and after that i got no indea what happen in between. when i woke up i was lying on floor and my head feel very heavy n pain.. again i heard he calling my name n shaking my body yet i still cannot respond him back.. was totally blackout. after awhile he manage to bring me to my bed..my neck and hand twisted.i feel very lucky to get him as my boy.. he came back home after night shift work and he was very sleepy yet he took care of me.. thats the time i feel im the luckiest gal in the world.. n this is the first time i rely appreciated for what he gave me.. hmm until now i could not stand. when i stand i feel giddy n start falling.. i had no choice, i cancel my sunway lagoon plan. we plan to go sunway to enjoy to the max, if i go there surely they raj n kavi cannot enjoy.. i still feel giddy and i cannot stand. i dun know what is wrong wif my body system.. hopefully nothing bad n everything goes well..

wow

The world been busy looking toward the future and indeed the present.im looking at my calender and i realized that today is the 12th week im at technodex. wow how fast time flies.12 weeks back, i walk into my very 1st job relating to my studies - IT field..

Technodex Solutions Sdn bhd.. wow i have alot of good and bad memories here. the 1st day i joined, i was so excited that i joined a big company and hope to gain n expose in lots of things.. but i were oni exposed to testing. the 1st week everything was fine.. and start 2nd week things start to get bored.. face the same shit everyday while out there ma frens learning and doing different thing daily..

when i told ma frens im a tester here, the 1st thing they said "wow u job is so easyand im dying here". it sounds easy but trust me, testing is the most hardest part in IT field.. oni those who experience it knows how hard is to test a system. need lots of concentration and easy get bored and sick. The 1st week i joined i cud not find any bug in the system while my supervisor and her assistant found lots of bug.. there were time i give up.. and gt irritated.. practise makes perfect thats very true.. the 2nd week i found lots of bug in the system..

wow i realy cant believe that 3 months im here i only did testing.. oni TESTING.. gosh.. altho it sounds boring but i learn alot of things in testing.. lots of ways and methods and how to do bug/error report.. i feel like i have mastered one part in the SE field.. haha and there is alot more to learn.

so any of u guys think testing is very easy.. Technodex is the right place for u guys. joing and be a tester.. hehe then u will know how hard is testing.. its very easy to generate a code but trust me its very hard to find the bug.. i have experience it.. so any doubt in testing feel free to contact me.. hehe

Arasan Vani

Love of Life

My dreams i have continued to pursue,

Up high i tried to reach all the stars in view,

You stood by me all the way thru,

Gave me hope that a better uture will ensure,

Kept me grounded when too high i flew,

Urged me on wjen hopelessness grew,

Now i believe dreams can come true,

Because in my life there is you.

Love you baby!

photoshop - 1st time

This is the first time im trying to edit my pic using photoshop..

Still under learning process..